Richard and his wife Jocelyn have a young son with Leukemia. They had hoped that after their son had gone through the stress and pain of chemotherapy that he would never need to face such an ordeal again, but unfortunately the Leukemia returned. Now Gabriel needs a bone marrow transplant to hopefully rid him of this disease for good. And here is where the story takes an unexpected turn, for this story isn’t solely about Richard and his wife or about their son’s struggle to overcome Leukemia. We are taken down a path in Richard’s past, and an unexpected encounter with his possible future self.
This was an interesting story. And as the title itself questions, what would you do if you knew that in the future you would have a child who needed to fight such a painful disease as Leukemia. This tale is Richard’s journey along a path where at the end he would need to decide if he would try to change the future in such a way as to not have that child, or would he decide that his life was better, even in the most difficult of times, with Gabriel as a part of his family. And as you can assume, that is a very difficult decision for anyone to make.
I won’t tell you how this story ends, though as I believe some potential readers might need the trigger warning that this story does cover some of the problems a child fighting Leukemia and the difficult times both the child and the parents must go through, I will tell you that Gabriel does not die in this book. But this story is filled with some difficult situations and tough choices, for both Righard’s younger self, before marriage and children, and his older self in the hospital with his very ill son.
I cannot say for certain how accurate Richard’s experiences in this story are, and I do not know if he had an encounter with his past/future self as occurred in this story, but for those choosing to read this book, I think that you will find it a very interesting tale with some tough philosophical questions. What I will say is that the story is interesting. At times it is heartbreaking and at others it is heartwarming. I did enjoy reading it, regardless of whether or not it was a fictionalized account of his experience, or if he did have an encounter with himself from another period of his life.
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